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Rope Ends
she is still young...
another day of emptiness
this life is wearing her down
the room around her is a mess
her children safe with her mom
she is still young but feeling old
two children with different fathers
she sits on the bathroom floor alone
the shower chain broke
her neck hurts
then another night of emptiness to wear her down
naked to the world she wraps her sadness in a gown
her children fast asleep she sears the dark with glassy eyes
choosing carefully among her husband's business ties
"over!" she cries through rope ends and silk ties
beautiful life escaping her young blue eyes
but life holds her hand, refusing to let go
leaving her breathing on the floor
they're still asleep don't hear her cry
and she's still obsessed with rope ends
this time she picks a stronger tie
with winnie the pooh and friends
she is still young but feeling old
a child dying to be a mother
now she hangs from the ceiling all alone
all pressure is falling from her
seeing guilt has taught her guilt she's raised on disbelief
merely twenty beautiful but with a taste for grief
she has learnt all that there is to know about hopelessness
seeing that no effort in this world can stand her test
"over!" she cries through rope ends and silk ties
beautiful life escaping her young blue eyes
and winnie is strong, would never let her fall
prevents her from breathing till she's not there at all
but life holds her hands, refusing to let go
leaving her breathing on the floor
seeing guilt has taught her guilt she's raised on disbelief
merely twenty beautiful but with a taste for grief
she has learnt all that there is to know about helplessness
seeing that no caring in this world can ease her stress
helpless she lies in rope ends and undies
unseeing eyes fixating eeyore's smile
"over!" she cries as she's going unblind
still in this life
still in this troubled mind
the ceiling let go, the old house let her fall
dropping her breathing to the hard cold floor
hitting her head - a broken china soul
red stains on porcelain and she's not there at all
breathing she cries for rope ends and silk ties
beautiful eyes piglet stands shy behind
broken she lies undead and unblind
beautiful life
beautiful crying young eyes
blackened and bruised, learning how to see
staring at her tooth - crimsoned ivory
hours they pass this broken china soul
red stains on porcelain
and she's not there at all...
> Morning On Earth
For as long as I can remember I have wanted to
Silence every beating heart; every sound of breathing
Now there is something inside of me that aches as I hear you
Breathing here when you sleep between these morning sheets
I am the tears in your mouth
I am the weight on your shoulder
I am the scream that wants out
And my heart just couldn't grow colder
Now this rusty heart is my gift
This fallen love is my gift
Morning arrives on an Earth I've never seen before
Revealing a life that I never really understood
Strange, the way beauty can hurt the unopened eye
Much more than all of the filth and pain
That we're soaked in ever could
I am the tears in your mouth
I am the weight on your shoulder
I am the scream that wants out
And my heart just couldn't grow colder
Hear this voice, see this man standing before you
I'm just a child trapped inside the body of a man
"A relation, so oddly old - bred not to love
Suffers the beaten grounds of Idioglossia
We talk but we do not speak
Together only in our incapability to leave this fallen playground
We rule this Empire merely with these few crippled toys
Rust in our faces
This is what we can share - this is all we can lose
Still
Furiously we will linger to it with our lives
Cling to its rust and pains
Barefoot and torn
Bred not but born to love"
Hear this voice, see this man standing before you
I'm just a child trapped inside this fallen man
See this child
>> In The Flesh
She walks these empty streets alone
Looking for something they call "home"
Hoping to find some peace of mind
Sometimes we need to walk alone
She is set on running away
Though her mom was yelling she must stay
A wind beaten bird for reasons unheard
Sometimes it is best to run away
So fly away, fly away, fly away
Don't be afraid, don't hesitate, fly away
Some wear their bruises on their skin
Others hide their scars deep within
She has a wound close to her womb
Blames herself for letting it in
So fly away, fly away, fly away
Don't be afraid, don't hesitate, fly away
But She's afraid, she's afraid, she's afraid
Anyway
See those eyes, see those eyes, see those eyes
Hate and lies, a fire that slowly dies
But She will fly, she will fly, she will fly
Before it dies
Sometimes the hands that feed
Must feed a mind with a sick need
And the hands that clutch can be
The same hands that touch too much
Eyes that hungrily stare
Read in an access that's not there
While eyes close to hide tears
Or look away in fear
Run away!
Passing the open stores
Hiding her dirty sores
Seeking asylum among freaks and whores
What wouldn't she give to be in a society
Not learning the eyes to be closed but to see
Now she bites the words
"Never"
She kicks the ground
"Never"
Swallows her tears
"Never will I go back"
She hits the walls
"Leave me!"
Scratches herself
"Leave me!"
Begs to all Gods
"Rip me from this sick flesh!"
"I will always be there"
"No!"
She holds her ears
"You know that I love you"
Pretends that she doesn't hear
"We're in this together"
"We share the same skin"
Panic in his voice now
"Free us from sin"
"Tell me that you love me"
This is the end
"I know that you do"
Of her way
Never ever again
Follow me down
"God forgive this hunger"
"Please mommy see"
"Never tell a soul"
"Is it me?"
A child will love its parents
Will follow them down
She swears to the pavement's heart of stone
That these city lights will be her home
But still as they burn she will return
Back to the adults. . . of her home.
she is still young...
another day of emptiness
this life is wearing her down
the room around her is a mess
her children safe with her mom
she is still young but feeling old
two children with different fathers
she sits on the bathroom floor alone
the shower chain broke
her neck hurts
then another night of emptiness to wear her down
naked to the world she wraps her sadness in a gown
her children fast asleep she sears the dark with glassy eyes
choosing carefully among her husband's business ties
"over!" she cries through rope ends and silk ties
beautiful life escaping her young blue eyes
but life holds her hand, refusing to let go
leaving her breathing on the floor
they're still asleep don't hear her cry
and she's still obsessed with rope ends
this time she picks a stronger tie
with winnie the pooh and friends
she is still young but feeling old
a child dying to be a mother
now she hangs from the ceiling all alone
all pressure is falling from her
seeing guilt has taught her guilt she's raised on disbelief
merely twenty beautiful but with a taste for grief
she has learnt all that there is to know about hopelessness
seeing that no effort in this world can stand her test
"over!" she cries through rope ends and silk ties
beautiful life escaping her young blue eyes
and winnie is strong, would never let her fall
prevents her from breathing till she's not there at all
but life holds her hands, refusing to let go
leaving her breathing on the floor
seeing guilt has taught her guilt she's raised on disbelief
merely twenty beautiful but with a taste for grief
she has learnt all that there is to know about helplessness
seeing that no caring in this world can ease her stress
helpless she lies in rope ends and undies
unseeing eyes fixating eeyore's smile
"over!" she cries as she's going unblind
still in this life
still in this troubled mind
the ceiling let go, the old house let her fall
dropping her breathing to the hard cold floor
hitting her head - a broken china soul
red stains on porcelain and she's not there at all
breathing she cries for rope ends and silk ties
beautiful eyes piglet stands shy behind
broken she lies undead and unblind
beautiful life
beautiful crying young eyes
blackened and bruised, learning how to see
staring at her tooth - crimsoned ivory
hours they pass this broken china soul
red stains on porcelain
and she's not there at all...
> Morning On Earth
For as long as I can remember I have wanted to
Silence every beating heart; every sound of breathing
Now there is something inside of me that aches as I hear you
Breathing here when you sleep between these morning sheets
I am the tears in your mouth
I am the weight on your shoulder
I am the scream that wants out
And my heart just couldn't grow colder
Now this rusty heart is my gift
This fallen love is my gift
Morning arrives on an Earth I've never seen before
Revealing a life that I never really understood
Strange, the way beauty can hurt the unopened eye
Much more than all of the filth and pain
That we're soaked in ever could
I am the tears in your mouth
I am the weight on your shoulder
I am the scream that wants out
And my heart just couldn't grow colder
Hear this voice, see this man standing before you
I'm just a child trapped inside the body of a man
"A relation, so oddly old - bred not to love
Suffers the beaten grounds of Idioglossia
We talk but we do not speak
Together only in our incapability to leave this fallen playground
We rule this Empire merely with these few crippled toys
Rust in our faces
This is what we can share - this is all we can lose
Still
Furiously we will linger to it with our lives
Cling to its rust and pains
Barefoot and torn
Bred not but born to love"
Hear this voice, see this man standing before you
I'm just a child trapped inside this fallen man
See this child
>> In The Flesh
She walks these empty streets alone
Looking for something they call "home"
Hoping to find some peace of mind
Sometimes we need to walk alone
She is set on running away
Though her mom was yelling she must stay
A wind beaten bird for reasons unheard
Sometimes it is best to run away
So fly away, fly away, fly away
Don't be afraid, don't hesitate, fly away
Some wear their bruises on their skin
Others hide their scars deep within
She has a wound close to her womb
Blames herself for letting it in
So fly away, fly away, fly away
Don't be afraid, don't hesitate, fly away
But She's afraid, she's afraid, she's afraid
Anyway
See those eyes, see those eyes, see those eyes
Hate and lies, a fire that slowly dies
But She will fly, she will fly, she will fly
Before it dies
Sometimes the hands that feed
Must feed a mind with a sick need
And the hands that clutch can be
The same hands that touch too much
Eyes that hungrily stare
Read in an access that's not there
While eyes close to hide tears
Or look away in fear
Run away!
Passing the open stores
Hiding her dirty sores
Seeking asylum among freaks and whores
What wouldn't she give to be in a society
Not learning the eyes to be closed but to see
Now she bites the words
"Never"
She kicks the ground
"Never"
Swallows her tears
"Never will I go back"
She hits the walls
"Leave me!"
Scratches herself
"Leave me!"
Begs to all Gods
"Rip me from this sick flesh!"
"I will always be there"
"No!"
She holds her ears
"You know that I love you"
Pretends that she doesn't hear
"We're in this together"
"We share the same skin"
Panic in his voice now
"Free us from sin"
"Tell me that you love me"
This is the end
"I know that you do"
Of her way
Never ever again
Follow me down
"God forgive this hunger"
"Please mommy see"
"Never tell a soul"
"Is it me?"
A child will love its parents
Will follow them down
She swears to the pavement's heart of stone
That these city lights will be her home
But still as they burn she will return
Back to the adults. . . of her home.